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Week 8ish: Home

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"Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start." -- Coldplay Dear Friends and Family,    If I can say one thing, it's that life never turns out how you want it to or how you expect it to. Last week, after saying my last goodbyes to my comp and the other two elders in my district, I rode in a car with the APs to San Juan and in the morning, I boarded an airplane and was on my way to Salt Lake City. I am currently writing this email from the safety of my home, still attempting to process everything that has occurred in the past few months. All my life, I have struggled with anxiety. it has taken many forms and those of you that know me well can understand. However, up until this point, I've had many ways to cope. I had the ability and the freedom to play piano (or ukulele for that matter), go for a run or a bike ride, or simply just relax and listen to music. However, when I became a missionary much of t